When I try to scare my friend
I’m like
Their reaction
but when they scare me I’m like
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honestly…i don’t know anymore -_-
ok to be honest i don’t know anymore. i don’t know what i want to do with my life. i don’t know where i want to go. i don’t know what path to take anymore. im just super confused now. i thought i knew what i wanted to do where i wanted to go. but now it is just all a blur.
sometimes i think that i should get away from here away from everything to go find myself. coz honestly i don’t know who i am anymore. i thought i did. but i guess i don’t.
ahhhh!!! what to do?
thinking…
so after watching the season finale of Glee. about them graduating and singing songs about saying good-bye. 2 songs really hit me and got me thinking. the first song was “i’ll remember” sung by kurt hummel. it just got me thinking about a lot of things. it got me thinking about all the people that were there for me through all of my times when i was my lowest and are still here for me now. and that even when i go far a way they will still be here for me. listening to this song reminded me all the things i’ve learned from my friends and how they have changed me for the good. i wouldn’t be who i am withough my friends, especially the ones that are closest to my heart.
the second song was “roots before branches”. that scene with finn and rachel when rachel sings this song really touched me. and how all their friends were there to support her and were there to send her off. i always would think, what if i went away? would my friends be there for me to support my decision to go away to find myself?
after the episode it really got me thinking. should i go away to find myself? or will i be able to find it here? will my family and friends support me in whatever i chose to do? will i even find myself if i went far away from here?
i don’t know. so many thoughts started to float in my head after this episode. there is an endless amount of options out there. but i have no idea which path to choose.
so where do i go from here?
